Week 14 - The Journey
"You Think You Know... What's To Come... What You Are"

Opening

[People] on their modern spiritual pilgrimage... must become aware of their own kinship with primitive savagery, with that part of themselves that society has stamped "unacceptable," of which they have been taught to become ashamed. As children we owned all of ourselves. As adults, in response to the expectations of others, we have had to hide much of ourselves away, out of sight even from our own eyes. The cost of such voluntary losses is great.

No one can afford to give up any part of himself. All of you is worth something. Even the evil can be a source of vitality if only you can face it and transform it.

Our love of pure goodness, our insistence on innocence, is a hazard. For the sake of appearing to be what others require us to be, to be more moral than any man can be, we sacrifice our own strength.

-Sheldon Kopp

Episode 4.22: Restless

What to watch for

  • Insecurities on the part of each character
  • Distortions of the past
  • Hints of the future
  • Extended family ties that persist in dreams

Transcript is available at http://www.buffyworld.com/buffy/season4/transcripts/78_tran.shtml

Photo: Buffy and Dawn

Episode 5.5: No Place Like Home

Continuity

  • Part of the season-long story for season five of Buffy the Vampire Slayer involves the sudden appearance of a new character, Buffy's younger sister, Dawn. In a series that built a reputation for taking big risks, the introduction of Dawn stands out as an audacious move. Part of the storyline is that Dawn has "always" been part of the family, although it is perhaps inevitable that Buffy and Giles would discover the truth.

What to watch for

  • Buffy's reaction to learning about Dawn
  • Family dynamics
  • Keeping secrets, again

Transcript is available at http://www.buffyworld.com/buffy/season5/transcripts/83_tran.shtml

Questions

"Restless" is full of portents. Some are quickly resolved in the near future; some are ground-shaking previews of life-altering events. How often do we recognize these portents in our own lives? What does it take in ourselves to recognize these things and act on them?

How much of each character's anxieties do you think that they're explicitly aware of?

What would it mean to Buffy to "own" the savagery of the First Slayer? The isolation?

Where is the line between "it's all about the journey" and "being in the moment?" How do we integrate "living in the now" with our past, present, and future?

Is it possible to process our journey in real-time, to examine the larger issues while we are caught up in events?

What is the process, from the shock of discovery, to being able to deal with change, to understanding what that change means, to being able to accept the change?

Closing

ILLYRIA: I traveled dimensions as I pleased. I walked worlds of smoke and half-truths, intangible. Worlds of torment and of unnamable beauty. Opaline towers as high as small moons. Glaciers that rippled with insensate lust. And one world with nothing but shrimp. I tired of that one quickly.

All I am is what I am. I lived 7 lives at once. I was power and the ecstasy of death. I was god to a god. Now? I'm trapped... on a roof. Just one roof.... In this time and this place.

And I fear in any other dimension in this form I'd be but prey to those I knew.

Your world is so small. And yet you box yourselves in rooms even smaller. You shut yourselves inside... in rooms, in routines.

WESLEY: There are things worse than walls. Terrible... And beautiful. If we look at them for too long they will burn right through us. Truths we couldn't bear. Not every day.

-Illyria and Wesley Wyndham-Price
Angel, episode Underneath (5.17)

Additional Reading

Battis, Jes, Blood Relations: Chosen Families in Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel. Jefferson, NC: McFarland & Company, 2005.

Brock, Rita Nakashima, and Rebecca Ann Parker, Proverbs of Ashes: Violence, Redemptive Suffering, and the Search for What Saves Us. Boston: Beacon Press, 2001.

Covey, Stephen, The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People. New York: Simon & Schuster, 1989.

Kaverny, Roz, She Saved The World. A Lot. An Introduction to the Themes and Structures of Buffy and Angel. Kaveny, Roz, Reading the Vampire Slayer, second edition. London: Taurisparke Paperbacks, 2004.

Kopp, Sheldon B., If You Meet the Buddha on the Road, Kill Him! Toronto: Bantam Books, 1972.